reborn

like 8 months ago, there was a hobby, and a job i had. one day suddenly, something happened. i dont know why, and what it is. but it was i know it was something negative. later, i give up on the hobby. i couldnot eat a few days. and remain depressed for like 2 weeks. it is not like i dont feel lazy about the hobby. i dont know how my motivation just passed away in seconds, no cause. i still wanted to do it but i couldnot. now, today i looked up some memories about that “hobby”. i had goosebumps. and my lost motivation was reborn. but, not enough. it is a still baby, or ebryo or whatever…

i will try to raise it nicely this time.